EBE Chapter 186 Chapter 186
Chapter 186 Chapter 186
"Are you sympathizing with me and pitying me?"
Yu Xiaogang said: "I have no sympathy for you."
Bibi Dong was determined, her eyes were slightly red, and she seemed resentful, angry and aggrieved.
"You have!"
Yu Xiaogang closed his eyes in pain.
Not for myself, but for Bibi Dong.
He knew that Bibi Dong was venting her feelings and grievances accumulated over the years, and all of this was directly and indirectly related to him.
"You sympathize with me for being defiled by that beast Qianxunji..." When Bibi Dong said this, her throat seemed to have acid rising up, and she even had the illusion of stomach cramps. Every time she recalled that memory, it made her extremely painful. , even his voice was filled with unspeakable sobs, "You are sympathizing with me... He forced me to give birth to a child I didn't want... This child, my only bloodline in the world, regards me as my lifelong enemy... …Do you want to put aside the past grievances and rekindle the old relationship with me?”
Yu Xiaogang still patted her spine silently.
The skin under his palms was hot and hot, rising with heat that made his heart ache.
Her back was thinner than she remembered, and her slightly curved spine could be easily touched through her clothes.
Bibi Dong asked him sharply: "...But are you worthy? Are you, a Soul Lord, worthy of being the Pope of the Spirit Hall?"
Yu Xiaogang lowered his eyes and smiled bitterly.
"Yes, you are right, I am not worthy of you."
Such a sentence made Bibi Dong completely wake up from the out-of-control and suppressed emotions.
She looked at Yu Xiaogang with a dejected look in shock.
During the 20 years since the two were separated, she had been secretly following the news about Yu Xiaogang, knowing how much hardship he endured in order to find a way to break through the bottleneck. In the end, he became discouraged and turned to theoretical research... No matter how big the dilemma was, he had never been so frustrated and decadent. …
She knew that this man was prouder than anyone else.
When the two fell in love, she loved him passionately and carefully protected his fragile self-esteem.
That time was beautiful and youthful. Looking back now, it was a rare sweet and sour experience in the first half of her life.
In her memory, no matter what age he was, Yu Xiaogang was always proud, stubborn and straight-backed. He had never been so decadent.
His words were equivalent to shattering the pride that he had stubbornly maintained for many years.
For a moment, Bibi Dong didn't know how to speak.
Thousands of grievances turned into one sentence.
"Yu Xiaogang, you bastard!"
Looking at the woman with reddish eyes and still youthful eyes, he twitched the corner of his mouth, smiled bitterly and raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corner of her eyes.
"Yes, I'm a bastard...I came here to apologize, but in the end I made you cry." The most intense emotions had passed, and from the peak to the trough, Yu Xiaogang looked at the woman in front of him who was the same as when he was a girl. , the already sore heart turned into a puddle of water.
Seeing the little hedgehog slowly letting go of his guard before him, like a little hedgehog exposing the softest part of his abdomen, he couldn't help but get closer due to some strange combination of circumstances.
Bibi Dong: "!!!"
The two fell in love when they were young, and their most intimate behavior was limited to holding hands, hugging, and cuddling each other.
It's funny to say that this is actually their first intimate contact.
Bibi Dong was stunned for a long time without coming back to her senses, her fair cheeks were filled with clouds.
"Dong'er, either accept me or kill me."
Bibi Dong was almost shocked by Yu Xiaogang's rogueness.
"For offending the Pope, do you think I really won't kill you?"
"Then just accept my life."
"We're done."
Yu Xiaogang asked her: "Where does it end?"
Bibi Dong closed her eyes and turned away her face, and said in pain: "That beast Qianxunji said something right. My body is already dirty, and I can't taint you with my dirty self. Live a good life with your Liu Erlong, even if What you said is true, you were deceived by Qian Xunji's illusion and lost the memory and emotion of loving me, but is it true that you fell in love with Liu Erlong again? Haha, I wish you a happy marriage for a long time."
Yu Xiaogang: "..."
No one knew how much Bibi Dong's words affected him.
"...I don't care about this...you shouldn't care about this either..."
He looked at Bibi Dong in disbelief. If he were young, he would most likely lose control and say something unintentional, but now that he has experienced 20 years of troughs and silence, he is not as sensitive and inferior as he was when he was a teenager.
He could more deeply feel the pain and grief behind Bibi Dong's words.
With almost trembling hands, he held up the beautiful face that he had always dreamed of.
"Do you still remember what you just said? You are the Pope of Wuhun Palace!"
Proud Bibi Dong...
The proud Pope of Wuhun Palace...
It was far more heartbreaking and self-blame than the woman in front of him who said she was dirty.
It also made his hatred for the late pope rise again.
The word "dirty" never existed.
He was proud when he was young, and how could the woman in front of him not be proud to the core when she was a girl?
They are the same kind of people at heart.
Therefore, Yu Xiao could not imagine just now——
How much pain was it that shattered her pride and self-esteem and made her say such pessimistic and self-deprecating words?
At this moment, he realized one thing clearly as never before -
That proud girl was completely killed by Qian Xunji, Bibi Dong and Secular.
Can he still bring that girl back to life?
He was confused for only a moment, and then he strengthened his heart.
"I confessed to Erlong - the person I love is you."
Yu Xiaogang confessed to Liu Erlong, and received a punch from the other party.He used to be cowardly, always avoiding emotional problems because of his inferiority and sensitivity, which dragged down Liu Erlong and put Bibi Dong into pain, but this entangled relationship should have an end.
"I don't believe it as a man."
The strong emotions were vented, even Bibi Dong felt a little tired.
It is not physical weakness and fatigue, but a steady flow of mental weakness.
When she came back to her senses, she was already being held in her arms and lying on the soft brocade quilt, with Yu Xiaogang's breath beside her.
Bibi Dong's expression froze, remembering the bad memory.
"Let's sleep for a while first, and then talk about other things when you're refreshed."
Bibi Dong sneered coldly: "Tiled Douluo is not that weak..."
Yu Xiaogang responded vaguely: "Yes, that's how it should be..."
He liked Bibi Dong's proud and confident look so much.
Bibi Dong raised her head slightly and looked at the man who was taking a nap with his eyes closed.He was much older, his temples were visibly gray, his eyes were blue and black, and there were green stubble on his cheeks.He closed his eyes in time and frowned habitually, making him look much more serious than before.
Jade...little...gang...
Bibi Dong lay quietly in his arms, not daring to move. It wasn't until his breathing gradually stabilized that she quietly stretched out her hand to trace his eyebrows.
The scene at this moment was so beautiful that she had never dared to dream.
Is she dreaming?
Bibi Dong didn't dare to close her eyes.
Afraid of closing my eyes and waking up to find that I was dreaming.
If it is a dream, then it will be longer, longer, longer...
The greed in his heart fell on Yu Xiaogang's face through those beautiful eyes, and also shocked the man who was sleeping with his eyes closed.
He reluctantly opened his eyes: "I'm not really asleep, Dong'er, if you look at me like this, I will be very distressed..."
The feelings that were forced to be severed when he was young did not disappear with the illusion, but instead accumulated silently for decades.