Chapter 229: Complaint and Prepare to Live Separately
Chapter 229: Complaint and Prepare to Live Separately
"Brother Ruan Xiao, I want to live completely separately from them."
Wang Panpan stopped testing and expressed her thoughts. As long as he said he was happy, she would not be polite.
After these words were spoken, Ruan Xiao did not feel the slightest bit strange. Panpan was relatively introverted, her life was always full of drama, and she had never had her own house. Now that she had one, she would still be disturbed by others. He could understand this feeling.
He even hoped to buy her many houses so that she would live a worry-free life in the future. But now that others have become a trouble to him, he certainly doesn't want Wang Panpan to compromise.
How could I bear to blame her?
Looking at the cautious and tentative expression on Wang Panpan's face, Ruan Xiao felt even more heartbroken. He still hadn't done it well. Otherwise, why would Wang Panpan have such a distrustful attitude?
"Pan Pan, do you think I will agree to you?"
Ruan Xiao raised his eyebrows. He didn't want to be the only one performing a one-man show forever. He always hoped that his efforts would be responded to.
No matter which aspect it was, he hoped it would be so. As long as Wang Panpan was not disgusted and indifferent, and never gave up, even if the sky fell and the earth collapsed, it would not change his determination, and he could take action.
"Ruan Xiao, what do you mean? I don't understand." Wang Panpan was a little upset. Was the man fed up? Or did he think her request was too exaggerated?
Although she knew it, there was no room for negotiation!
Wang Panpan made some mistakes, but she was not too naive. She knew that men's feelings were all about weighing the pros and cons. And now, her status was not as good as she thought.
How should she choose?
There was no doubt that Ruan Xiao liked her, it was just not as much as she expected.
She still thinks she is right.
The more Wang Panpan thought about it, the sadder she felt. Her face turned pale, and she wanted to escape. This place where she had brought humiliation upon herself was simply embarrassing. She had clearly agreed not to ask for anything, but she still hoped to be favored and given an exception.
Ruan Xiao felt that if he didn't interrupt her wild thoughts, he would never be able to have a wife.
He impulsively pulled her into his arms and asked, "Panpan, do you think I will never agree? You have already made a judgment on me in your heart, right?"
"Pan Pan, can't you feel my feelings for you at all? I can't wait to marry you, but I always take your young age into consideration. I want to eat you up, but I'm always afraid of scaring you and thinking you're scary.
Now, I'm not testing you, I'm trying to get you to be steadfast in our relationship, but you hesitated.
You are really sure that I will never choose you, right?
What do you use as a reference?"
For Wang Panpan, these questions were like a knife, stabbing into her heart again and again.
How could she not hesitate? Not doubt?
How can people be compared? How can feelings be measured?
Those were all games of pure love, and she had only endless retreats and concessions. Taking a step forward was all she had determined to do.
She had lost countless times in relationships and even paid the price of death. Although Jingjing was a family, it had worn her down into a coward.
A coward will always be cowardly and afraid of being abandoned every time.
So, she took every step very slowly, and even made people wonder if she had no heart, but others didn't know that she had paid a huge price to open her heart and let them in. She was already brave enough!
She hesitated and finally said nothing.
Ruan Xiao knew that Wang Panpan must be scared at this moment.
He didn't want to gamble on the depth of love. He just wanted her to be "happy".
"Pan Pan, listen carefully, I agree that we should live separately. I compromise not because of your attitude, but because I can't bear to see you unhappy.
You don't know how much it takes to leave you. I am actually a coward. I wanted to stay with you forever, but because I was afraid that I could not keep up with you and would be abandoned by you, I chose to be the most useful person.
But these make you feel scared, so I would rather give up and just stay by your side forever."
He spoke sincerely, and Wang Panpan did not see any lies in his eyes. Extreme honesty is indeed the most deadly.
She just felt that no moment was happier than this one.
At the very least, Wang Panpan has a true lover, who can drop everything and move towards her courageously.
"Brother Xiao, I'm afraid you will regret it." Wang Panpan expressed her deepest fear. She was not a person who liked to complain, but she had a low self-complex and always felt that she did not deserve happiness.
"Pan Pan, that's how I feel. If I still change my mind in the end, it means I'm a bad person. It has nothing to do with you. But now I'm walking towards you sincerely, so don't push me away.
I don't want to make too many promises, promises are the most useless. But you can look at my actions, which can prove whether I am a bad person, whether I lie all the time, whether I have deceived you or not.
Life is always unpredictable. In loving you, I have learned to take the initiative and move forward bravely.
I hope you don't leave me even if you don't want to, otherwise I don't know what I will do. "Ruan Xiao is simply a man with a natural lyrical nature. His pliers-like mouth finally gave in and opened.
The snow in the cold winter became as gentle as water, and the light in the sky also brightened at this moment, as if celebrating for them.
Wang Panpan knows that if you don’t let me down, I will never leave you.
"Okay, I'll wait here for you to come find me."
Wang Panpan couldn't say those disgusting love words, she could only open her mouth and say these words rashly.
Ruan Xiao was content and hugged his lover. On this snowy day, their love was as pure as snowflakes.
The crisis of trust in the relationship seemed to be resolved. Wang Panpan was more confident than ever before. She no longer had to hesitate, nor would she be confused in waiting.
Everyone will become a better version of themselves!
She never gave up.
It's not that she is without pressure. Many people in the village think that she is not worthy of Ruan Xiao, but Ruan Xiao is not easy to approach, so rumors always appear around her.
She was almost unable to accept it. The betrayal of friendship came unexpectedly, and the incident with Ma Juan dealt her a heavy blow. Wen Yi had also changed. Although it was just a small matter, the gap in her heart would never be eliminated.
Wang Panpan did not dare to ask for tolerance from others, but it was still very sad for her to miss her lover, so this time her struggle was a complete success.
Ruan Xiao has all kinds of calculations in his mind, but in front of Wang Panpan, he is still as calm as the breeze and the moon, like a dignified and elegant man. He will do everything he can to protect his girl.
Ruan Xiao promised to take care of everything, so Wang Panpan felt relieved.
Wang Panpan prepared delicious food at home and asked Ruan Xiao to have a good rest. However, Ruan Xiao did not rest, but went to Cheng's house. He went to buy Li Pingping's room to avoid too much involvement later.
Li Pingping knew his intention and agreed without hesitation. Although most people could not see what Wang Panpan was thinking, her good friend knew it very well.
It’s just that I never thought that someone was so thoughtful before. Now of course it’s best to break up. She can’t bear to see our Panpan suffer.
"Li Zhiqing, thank you so much."
"Why thank me? We'll be a family from now on. As long as you don't let Panpan down, I'll always stand by your side."
Li Pingping is sensible and understanding. She only wishes the best for Wang Panpan. She treats Wang Panpan like a younger sister.
"Okay, then I won't bother you anymore. I'll go back first and Panpan can wait for me for dinner. We'll get together when we have time." Ruan Xiao's rare invitation was a big deal for Li Pingping.
She didn't care, but agreed.
Ruan Xiao walked very quickly and returned home before Wang Panpan had finished her preparations.
I can’t bear to see Panpan being exposed to the smell of cooking fumes in the kitchen. A girl who loves beauty like that usually can’t stand it.
I would go home and work in the kitchen immediately. I usually have no other choice, but as long as he is around, I will not be lazy.
This is also what Wang Panpan likes about him. A sober and clean man, who looks good and has top-notch conditions in all aspects, who would remain indifferent?
She can't.
"Brother Xiao, you are so full of energy and spirit. If I were like you, I would have to sleep for a whole day to recover."
Wang Panpan was filled with admiration and sighed that there is indeed a gap between men and women. She didn't think it was so exaggerated before, but now she feels that it is true that working together as a man and a woman makes the work less tiring.
"Pan Pan, as long as I'm here, you should have a good rest. I can take care of these small things."
"Ah."
Until we finished our meal, Wen Yi didn't disturb us too much.
I don’t know whether it’s guilt or guilty conscience!
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